This work was supposed to be performed on what we consider the main/big stage, at Hunter College, for the dance department. But the performance never happened because of COVID. My grandpa had died a year prior from cancer. Ironically to the tragedies we would all go through in the coming weeks, I choreographed this piece to reflect not only my own journey but the complex, universal process of grief and mourning. In creating this piece I allowed space for us to speak about death openly and if I remember correctly, all three of us had somewhat recently lost our grandfathers. I think it's important in creating work to create space, especially for collaborators to bring themselves fully. Especially for this piece a big goal of mine, beyond the dance, was to foster a safe space for death, mourning and grief to be discussed and fully felt.